Sunday, December 04, 2005

first real entry

okay so i ball a lot even though im not all that good. i just run fast and want to get a good workout cardiowise. but i still take it seriously just because i hate losing and i am probably one of the most competitive people you will ever meet. so we were playing and it was pretty packed so if we lose its gonna be awhile til we play again. so we lose the first game and im playin w/kelf, mike, jon, and sunny and i get pretty upset but im not that mad just a lil frustrated. i wait about an hour to play my second game and w/the same team we lose again. there were many reasons why i was upset but its the way i handled myself afterwards that i would like to formally apologize to the world for. i kicked the ball into the wall and into a crowd of people (dont worry, i made sure i wouldnt kill anyone) but its the principle of the matter. i had a longggg ass discussion with kelf from 10p til now about it and i have decided to calm the fuck down. so the next time i throw or kick something in anger or frustration i owe whoever points it out $20. but dont expect to get paid cuz when i wanna change, i can change.

you know, id like to do a lil entry to describe myself and give a lil background information but thatd take way too long cuz there is way too much to learn about me so you readers need to learn as i got along.

2 comments:

annie said...
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annie said...

i rather you change for the better but dang it...if only i were in austin still. So IF by chance you happen to go nuts, i can get $20!